God, I hate this day.

Day 69
Your Name: Gokudera Hayato
Suicidal Ideation:
Homicidal Ideation: 5/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: 6 hours
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.:
Moods Experienced Today: Why don't you find out.
Mood Triggers: You.
Significant Thoughts of the Day:
Favorite Time of Day and Why:
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Go to hell.
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: I'm not.
Noticeable Improvements:


Where's the fucking library?

He left.

He didn't say goodbye.

Ha. Hahaha. Reborn-san probably called him away. Of course he did! He's the boss! Of course he'd have things to do elsewhere! What's the point in staying in shitty Russia, huh?

He didn't tell me what to do. I thought- since everyone was coming here, I thought- maybe, we were supposed to be here.

It's not his fault, obviously! I-I mean. He's Juudaime. He's the boss. Nothing could ever be his fault. If he didn't tell me he was leaving, it's probably just because he didn't have time. The boss is a busy man, after all! And all this means is that I have even more of a reason to try and get out now, right?

I-I just don't get why-

-if I'm his right hand man-



He said we were friends. Best friends.

I kind of want to die.

Wait. What?

I guess no one thought to tell me that one of the only people here I consider a frie

Mother fuck. Mother flying fuck.

Hah. Hahaha.

I guess I know escape is possible now at least. I knew it was. If that idiot can do it, so can I. So can...

T-Tenth? I-I haven't seen you in a while. I went to your room, but you weren't there. Probably out with that Chiavarone bastard, but-

There's a reason. I knew there was a reason. I just forgot. Can't believe I fucking forgot.

Not making that mistake again.

[The sound of a thump echoes through the speaker, followed by a loud crash: a body slamming into a table, maybe, or accidentally running face-first into the wall and dislodging the hangings spread across it. Then gagging, and:]

T-T-Ten....

My sis-

-ON'T EAT THE BREA-

[Another crash, then static.]

Shit, what the hell happened here? I go to get some calculations done and by the time I'm finished, there's been a riot or some shit.

I don't care. As long as Juudaime's still here, everyone else can do whatever the hell they want.

These things are a waste of time.


[ooc: strikes mostly unhackable, unless you try super hard]

Day 55
Your Name: Gokudera Hayato
Suicidal Ideation: 1/10
Homicidal Ideation: 6/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: 6 hours
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.:
Moods Experienced Today:
Mood Triggers: The Tenth, and that prissy girly boy
Significant Thoughts of the Day: Sometimes I wonder if he needs me as much as I n-
Favorite Time of Day and Why: When I woke up and realized the Tenth had shown up~~
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: When he...It was my own fau-...The Tenth- What the hell is the point of this, anyway?
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy:
Noticable Improvements:


Once upon a time, my mother taught me how to leave well enough alone. I wonder when I forgot.

[ooc: strikes messily slashed out, because Gokkun doesn't have the energy atm to make 'em completely unhackable. Do with that what you will.]

Tenth! I heard about the pill mix-up! Are you alright? You didn't take anything strange, did you? Are you hurt? Do you need help? I'll come over right now if you need me to!

T-tenth...

Che! Someone tell me who the hell decided to put an insane asylum in fucking Russia, so I can go and kick his ass.

Hn. One of the nurses told me I was supposed to use this space for an introduction. Well, fuck that. I'm not gonna be staying here long, anyway, so there's no point in playing nice, especially with a bunch of whackjobs. You just watch, I'll be out of this shithole in no time! Like hell anyone will ever be able to separate me from the Tenth!

TENTH! I'LL BE BACK IN NO TIME, BUT PLEASE STAY SAFE WHILE I'M AWAY! AND DON'T SPEND TOO MUCH TIME WITH THAT BASEBALL IDIOT, BECAUSE HE'LL JUST GET YOU INTO TROUBLE! JUST GIVE ME A FEW WEEKS! IF I HAVE TO CRAWL BACK TO JAPAN, I WILL! PLEASE WAIT FOR ME!

...fucking Russia. Shit. How the hell am I supposed to escape when I'm in Russia?